Seeking I guess I am playing a victim by not getting what is mine. BUT all the money in the world is not worth going thru this.
Everyday Seeking I pray. I pray that nothing happens major in our family and I have to reach son, just to have him not respond. I havent told you all I was in the hospital for my blood pressure and my heart rate was 150! My son doesnt knowledge this stuff. I was in a car wreck and my son was just up the rd. My dad knocked on his door and he wouldnt even answer. I pray everyday that nothing happens in son's life because I am telling you I would not be allowed 50 feet from them. AND I guess I would go to jail because if my son needs me I would run to him. I cant express enough how son was affected by this divorce.
I know GOD will fix things. I just hope until then we are all protected and dont really need each other.
My situation is awful. Yes I am having a pity party. Hope you never have to walk in my shoes.
