hey thanks yankee candle - i do think i believe that myself!!

i will tell you, though, even though i wrote all that so calmly here - the conversations was really hard to get through - i think my voice did break at one point, afterwards i think i was a bit in shock ad was waiting to fall apart and get really overwhelmed, but i found myself stopping and saying well are you going to over the wall react or just stay calm and get on with things, i did go over to my friends and cry a bit - but not even that much!!

i am really focusing on manifesting and just letting the universe direct me and what i need

"move to a better feeling thought" - every time i have a negative or down thought about our sitch - i say that to myself and then do it - it's helping me a lot to stay in the positive vibe

hope you're well
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"