Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

So did a bit of 180/GAL tonight. Since H was home and taking S to soccer and picking up H from daycare I decided to work a little later and take my time getting home. Normally I rush home to take care of things but I thought he wants this D so let him see what life is like. I took the scenic route home. Parked in a parking lot and called a few friends to chat. Stopped at the library And dropped off some books and stopped at a few shops. It was nice not having to rush for a change.

I called H at 6:00 and told him I was picking up S from soccer and hung up right away. He seemed kind of surprised. It was funny that the tides were turned for once.

Got home and D was thrilled to see me. She made 2 pictures of flowers for me at school. Lots of hugs and kisses too! : )

I warmed up pizza for S and made smalltalk with H. He had fixed my diamond necklace he bought me years ago and I asked him to help me put it on. He tried unsuccessfully to get D to eat and I didn't intervene. 15 minutes later I talked to her and she picked out her piece of pizza. I think it bothered him that I could convince her and he couldn't.

He went upstairs and ended up cleaning the toilets which shocked me. He has never cleaned them in the 14 years we have been together.

Not looking into it because he just left to get a new black ink cartridge so he can print out D paperwork to turn in.

Just don't know what to think. I am so worried about this impending D. I try to take things one day at a time but it is so ovewhelming. I just don't understand why he is so dead set for D. Like he can't wait to get rid of me. : (