Thanks all for your kind words, its great to read about my strength in the moments I am not feeling it. It helps a lot!
H has sent a few emails and I only responded to the ones I had to. He circled back to the email from before about "what S said on Saturday morning" and I wasn't sure what he was referring to at first.
S made a comment when H arrived Saturday morning about "dad you are acting like you are on (H's drug of choice)"
H asked me today "do you think he knows something, or that was a coincidence. He said he heard all of the arguments, did he hear that"
My response was "i don't anything more than you do"
I feel like I want to discuss with S later, but if it was a strange coincidence I don't want to make him think further into it. Both boys are out with friends now so I am thinking and praying on how to handle.
Bklyn, I completely agree, isn't it amazing how that is all our fault. I never realized the power I had
