Stuck in Holding Pattern

[ben11]

Thanks HAP. My head is fully up. I don't know if I'm just starting to detach, or if I'm just numb to it all now, but either way, it's not haunting me.

The weekend was good. Spent time with friends. On Sat, I biked over to a friend's kid's 2nd birthday, 15km each way or so. Then drove out to another friend's twins's 2nd birthday 30min away (took car this time ;)). After that, I spent time with different friends and watched some playoff hockey. So good right now. Now if only my Canucks could win a damn game, 4 actually, then I'd be in better spirits.

My attitude about the situation hasn't really changed much. I'm starting to go over in my head how I want to approach the situation, but I'm fairly certain I want to get a separation agreement agreed upon so that I can truly start moving on with my life. With my upcoming move looming over my head, I just would love to move to a new place with a fresh start. Going to spend another week or so and ponder this, but right now, it's really what I'm leaning towards. I'm tired of waiting for what seems to be a miracle. If I can go about this with keeping the road home smooth and paved, then I think that's my best course of action.

Haven't spoke since Friday morning. Checked the mail today and saw she had some stuff from tax agency in the mail. Not sure if I should tell her that something came in. Could be important, but I don't really feel like coming outta the dark yet. It's kind of nice