Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks, Brooklyn. I needed that. Some days I just get so worked up and angry that I lose track of DB. Mornings are hard for me. I am not a morning person and it was especially hard this morning with him being there. Usually he has already left for work by that time. I just wanted to get out of the house fast as possible before I lost it.

Yes, H is sick. Sick in the head. But I have a quick temper and can be very defensive which I am trying to 180. Some days it is hard. He especially knows I am not a morning person which may be another reason he was trying to push my buttons.

And I do love my counselor. His practice is Christian based and from the moment I told him of my sitch he started asking questions about H that were so eerie. I kept saying "yes, he does that." "Yes, that as well". He has hit the nail on the head completely.