Do I just give in?

[hopingandpraying]

I feel your pain, Hurt! I wish for the same things, and even, imagine them sometimes, but I know it's not going to happen, at least not right now either.

My H also signed a lease for his apt, I believe this past weekend...not too sure though. He has not set up a time to pick up our spare bedroom stuff so I'm not sure.

I like your 180s...I hate running, too, but have also thought about it too!