Shes going tomorrow to hand in the rental application for the apartment she wants. Still trying to avoid buying new stuff to furnish apt. Not sure if she is really thinking of this as temporary, just trying to avoid spending extra money, or if shes just focusing on getting out and trying to make things as possible for herself.

Started softball today, it was good to get out and back into something I'm used to. Also looking at running a couple 5k races this spring and summer. Only bad thing with that is I hate running smile At least it will help keep me busy and focus on something else.

I hate everything about this whole thing. I wish she'd just come up those stairs and we'd start working on things but I've accepted that it isn't happening...at least not right now.


M: 29
W: 29
T: 12 years
M: 4 years
Discovered OM: 02/10/12
ILYBNILWY: 03/01/12
W Moves Out: 05/04/12
Reconciliation Starts: 09/06/12
In-house Separation (Again): 03/09/13