One of the things that really has hit me is how little this has seemed to affect my kids. They are 7 and 5. My 7 year old tells me he misses dad and talks about when he will see him but the 5 year old doesn't. Shows me how much in the last year H has just checked out of their lives. He has pushed everyone away his friends his kids. I don't know what is going on in his head and maybe he doesn't either.
