Good thing I checked the site today! Thank very much for noticing! I have been working dilgently on paperwork to prepare for the trial. There are so many records I have to produce.
I have a very generous person that helps me for only 12 an hour, he has saved my skin in helping me get coordinated. The new medicine I'm taking is very helpful - it does have a host of side effects.
My 12 dollar assistant is now coming over almost every morning for 1/2-1 hour to make sure I am following a normal schedule of getting up early (7:30 ugh!), taking my meds early as possible in morning, vitamins, and BREAKFAST. My assignments are posted for the day, then inspection the next morning! Oh dear, when that phone rings at 7:30, I know I have to get up and get dressed before he shows up.
My night owl days are over! I used to have the windows blacked out in the room so no light could come in. Well, the coach order me to disappear all of that, on both floors, my house is full of sunshine. The bright sun is waking my dogs and me against will.
I feel like I am productive, not like normal, but certainly better than being so overwhelmed that I accomplish nothing. Then we have a posting system on the door that shows my accomplishments. Our goal in April is for me to have the courage to attend the neighborhood bar-b-q alone later this month.
That is a huge goal for an agoraphobic! Well, that's it for now. Yasu
Married 27 Years Together 32 Years 4th Year of Separation; D-Day 1 = 9/08, D-Day 2 = 12/08 Divorce Final Sept. 17, 2012
