I don't think it is crazy how everything comes back... D seems to me to be such a complicated and incomplete grieving process because she is still around... You are just making progress healing when she appears again and the wound is opened up again.
I am so new at this, but you seem to be doing all the right things for yourself, and I want you to know how appreciative I am of your support on this board. I so wish that the goodness you pour out to all of us, comes back to you.
I think that our best qualities have a difficult side to them.. and I believe, from reading your posts that you are an incredibly caring and sensitive person. I think those qualities also make it difficult to let go, because you have been able to love deeply and see the best in your W.
But you have also displayed on this board a great deal of strength and that strength is still there inside you, even when you go through those moments of pain.
Keep taking care of yourself. Big hugs! I am not sure how to abbreviate yet
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
