@ DG - I struggle with that too. I often wonder if being on this board is yet another way of me holding on. The jury is still out on that one.
Wife called again this evening to inform me that she received our deductible check for the car. She wanted to schedule a time to meet and exchange things in regards to the car. She didn't bring up signing the dissolution papers in this exchange.
I'm fighting my mind pretty damn hard right now to not to try and guess why she recently made the change to CALL me about all of these things.
It's kinda crazy how everything comes back. Since I went dark, I haven't thought about w nearly as much. After one conversation, I miss her.
It's hard not to wonder how she doesn't miss me in return.
Regardless... all this means is that I need to go dark again. I don't want to get into the habit of talking to her on a regular basis... even if it is about D.
I need to stick to my plan to see her as little as possible.
Emotions.. they are a crazy thing.
Back to GALing the sh!t out of my weekend.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
