Please stop listening to what he is saying. He is looking for any excuse/justification for his leaving. Let me just say this, you could have been the goose that laid golden eggs and he still would have found some excuse for what he is doing. You can say the sky is blue w/fluffy white clouds and he would say it's not. Please stop drinking the kool-aid that he is serving up....it is very tainted.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
