Thank you for your reply.There is no one right now that I could bring to the meetings.I have dated, however nothing long term. I was interested in one man, but he couldn't handle the idea of me having a mentally ill son. All my friends have tried to set me up on dates, but at my age [63], there isn't a whole lot of elgible men, at least in this area. And to be honest, most of the ones I have dated, although they were nice, weren't the type of man who really interested me. I say that not because I was in any way comparing them to ex.
I'm beginning to think the bottom line is that when being around my ex, it makes me realize that he thinks we are best friends, and I do not think to this day he realizes how his actions totally devestated me. Guess I still have some resentment issues that I still need to work through.

I do have a lot of GAL activites, so I don't constantly dwell on this, but lately, it seems to be occupying my mind again.