Ok, feeling a little more stable at the moment. Re-read all the advice posts from everyone a few times. Thanks again for those. My best friend of 25 years is here, I also called her that night when I was so upset and she flew here. We are going to go shopping today, looking for things to make the house pretty, we just moved in last October and hadn't really even gotten settled. With H moving out next week I want to make it as cozy and welcoming as possible for the kids and I. H is talking with the kids but ignoring me, but I am showing no reaction.
Hope everyone has a great weekend
M 37, H 37 M 10, T 12 S 4 D 2 3/14/12 ILYBNILWY 4/2/12 H consults a L, files nothing 4/26/12 H moves to his new place