Last night and this morning have been tough.

We got some things ready for our sons birthday party and then watched some TV...

We went to bed. I said goodnight. She simply responded, "goodnight." Up until this point she would still tell me she loves me, give me a kiss, and then snuggle up close. Last night there was nothing. It took all the strength I had not to jump out of bed and go sleep elsewhere. I had such a strong mix of anger and anxiety.

I feel so crushed. It's like she's pulling further away. We pass each other around the house and it's like we're awkwardly in eachother's way.

I'm not doing well this morning.


M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done