Hey Zig,

I hope we can figure this out together - I often feel so alone.

And guess what, my MIL recently told me there was no hope in my sitch: "He's not coming back, NLW."

I felt so bad to hear her say this.

But bleh, what does she know?

My GAL is pretty much to do with kids. This weekend I am driving them around to work and hair dressers (WOW, what an exciting life! - but SOMEONE"S gotta do it) and I will take them to a football game on Sunday.

Lots of dog walking and going to the park, and a bit of gym work thrown in. Movies and museums, as well, last week as they are on school holidays.

Always miss H when I do these things though, cause we always did everything as a family. Feels like there's a gaping hole - and there is: in my heart (SOB).

Phew, I do have a tendency to wallow at every possible opportunity!