Divorce....with a side of crazy...

[imthemom]

The court date for the 2nd is for temorary support...thats what I have been waiting for. I havent called my L because it will just add more to my bill and Im trying to figure out a way to avoid that. She knows the situation, she has called him and told him my utilities were about to be turned off and that there was no food in the house. He still didnt help until I called him crying basically had to beg...I swore I would never do that again and I havent. He knows the situation very well...he is choosing not to help because he says I am trying to take all his money and leave him with nothing...its a joke.

I have also been to our local food bank..and relied on the kindness of friends and family. My mothers sister just died of cancer 2 days ago, and really, I cant ask her again...she has helped me out alot already and im not sure if she can afford to help anymore. S15 is flunking the majority of his classes, theres no way he can handle a job now, all my sons started working at the age of 16, even my special needs son...I have always stressed that point to them but S15 is in no shape to handle that. And his GPA is not going to allow him to get a work permit right now. His D has put him threw the ringer and it is showing ...

Trust me, im not one to lay down and die...Im a fighter and have been threw worse. Its just piling up and this is the first time Ive had to face this kind of stuff alone. guess we will see what Im really made of. I have checked into a part time (nights and weekends) job but am worried about leaving S15 alone for all that time with no supervision. Im aware that I might just have to do that.