Had a DB meltdown. I guess I shouldn't have accepted that glass of wine from my neighbor. Maybe the Laura Munson book did give me too much hope. H signed the lease today, starting next weekend. I lost it with him on the phone, started crying. Told him I would see him in court, and they were my kids not his. I don't think I am as strong as some of you, making it all this time and staying calm. I am crying and feeling sad and sorry for myself. I just want to give up.
M 37, H 37 M 10, T 12 S 4 D 2 3/14/12 ILYBNILWY 4/2/12 H consults a L, files nothing 4/26/12 H moves to his new place
