New trying to DB-Help!

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Well, tomorrow we go to Retrouvaille! I think my W is more nervous than me. She's been acting ok, just a little funny. I'm projecting I know, but I think she is actually a little scared it will work as she knows God can provide miracles.

I think in her mind when she had been selling herself on leaving, that she could justify it to our family that she had to be happy and they'd come around, but when she saw the hurt she caused D when she found out about OM, etc, she realized she fooled herself.

I think she's in a limbo land right now where she can't/doesn't want to leave or D, but was so far checked out on us and going back to us is a big step for her. I get that, and I may be mind reading, but I have known her for most of her life.

I don't really know what to expect at Retrouvaille this weekend, but just us 1 on 1 talking about us should be a huge step. We'll see.