oh mish, You are stronger then you thing!..i remember distinctly how you helped me through some pretty crappy times back in the beginning and if it werent for your strength I dont know what or were I would be...

Its hard to except that its ok to take care of ourselves and with your added history its even harder but at least you are aware of the conection, thats the first step!!...

Im certainly not one to advise right now but want you to know Im thinken about ya...((hugs))

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...