I guess I can be here now

[25yearsmlc]

I wanted to let you all know I'm not ignoring your responses, just mulling them over. I will make a longer response in the future. Thank you all for the time you've given me in trying to help me and my sitch.

Thanks for letting us know. I do get a bit nervous when folks are in crisis and send out a flare, and then disappear.
Read your posts from November again and ask yourself exactly what - if anything - has changed since then.

And know We are all rooting for you.