Quote: I know DBing is for me & not just to save M, but I am really struggling right now.
Hang in.
This is the concept I keep trying to reiterate to myself, time and time and time again and as you, I'm struggling the last couple of days with screwed up emotions and conflict.
We know we must improve ourselves and they way we act, interact and react with everyone. And we must be honest with ourselves. And though, consciously we may not admit it, we really want WAS to acknowledge our changes, though many of them are internal. And we know we CANNOT do this, but our lives until this point have revolved with them and now we are not really sure what we are doing.
And we somehow, have to let go of this pain and get on with it. Because this is killing me.
