Val, I truly don't know if I can. I think it is best for me if I stay away.
Mr. Bond, I like your idea of making the place look like I am happy and content and moving on with my life. I have bought a cool new piece of furniture that I will display proudly and some beautiful new chairs to replace some she is taking. I will set them up tonight and make everything look bright and happy. This will be a wonderful 180 as I had been not wanting to change things with her gone and she knew it.
Thank you so so much for helping me through this.
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
