it's okay to not see her. In fact, I would arrange all of her things in one pile and in the places where her things were previously, have new things to replace it.
Show her that YOU've decided to move on and make yourself happy. Freshen up the home with flowers and fresh scents. Make it seem like you're perfectly fine right now.
Find something enjoyable to do for the period she was planning to come by.
You can do it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
