Time to start making myself look better, and to start feeling better. I know this path of depression and anger. I don't want it to consume all of me again. I just find it so difficult this time since we live together and there's so little free time.
Make this your priority ^^^^
You can't control anything else but you and how you are handling this. Get out and GAL! It is so important for you!
When I read your sitch I see my own more than a year ago. Not saying it is the same but similarities. My H started with "I'm just not happy with my life and feel like I am living Groundhog day" I was in the dark for longer than I should have been. It wasn't until I woke up, saw it for what it was and started making some changes that I finally started to feel better.
Hang in there, you need to be strong for you and for your child. Keep posting and others will chime in too.
