Update. April 11. Last night she told me that she loves me and thinks that I'm a great dad and a great husband. But she doesn't feel like, "walking on the beach, having sex, etc."
I translate this to mean the old... "I love you but I'm not in love with you."
She's still going to see a personal counselor or therapist this evening. She's not against the idea of marriage counseling, but said she isn't sure if it will do any good.
She said she feels like 60% of her wants to stay at work on rebuilding these feelings, but the other 40% feels like we've been down this road too many times and that nothing changes.
On a side note... Time to start making myself look better, and to start feeling better. I know this path of depression and anger. I don't want it to consume all of me again. I just find it so difficult this time since we live together and there's so little free time.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
