Talked to him tonite for a few minutes. Asked him what happened over the course of a week. He said he was wrong, he doesn't have the same feelings for me anymore & he never should have said he wanted to move back.
I've heard that before - at least a million times now. When he is around me, I think he does love me & want our marriage. But, when he is preoccupied w/ other things or people in his life, he says he doesn't want to be w/ me. He doesn't seem to understand that relationships have ups & downs - just because he gets frustrated w/ me 1 day doesn't have to mean that he doesn't love me. He seems to think that if we have a disagreement it must mean that we aren;t meant to be together. Not a very realistic view if you ask me.
I guess I want to believe that he really does want our marriage. That keep me hopeful, as I said before. He spouts off about divorce but he never does anything about it. Which leads me to believe he is not ready to let go either.
Now, if we could just go live on an island w/ no outside influences, maybe we could be okay...
