I also did something I haven't done in a long time, and probably shouldn't have this morning.

When my H got up this morning, I got up too, and went and snuggled with him in the couch. He didn't push me away or anything. I think he just knew I needed at least that little bit. This was one of the issues I brought up last night. How we used to snuggle and all that and then it just stopped.

I also got a little hysterical at the fact that we were supposed to be trying for a baby this year, and instead he went and found a ready made family with her FOUR kids, including two twin little girls. I think that might have sent both of us over the edge at that point.


Me:37
H:GONE

Happy and loving life.