I woke up to change diapers and I can't go back to sleep.

H n I are getting along really well. We talk about a lot of things that have to do with our lives. I continue to focus on my kids but find myself DBing naturally. Doing the LLs come out naturally as well.

If I were to get an award for 180, I think it would come with a round of applause. This was the most challenging part of DBing.

However, the resentment creeps up (that's why I can't sleep). I think it's because I still hold expectations.


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017