Thanks for the input mooka & jstx. Unfortunately, I guess my H is going backwards again. He said he was coming home this weekend & now I haven't talked to him at all in 3 days & only for about 10 minutes all week. He called to talk about the finance stuff & then to talk about wanting to get a new dog & that was it. He was still acting like he was coming back this weekend. He said I was going to be really surprised when he showed up with his stuff.

I kept saying I wasn't going to get my hopes up or believe it until it actually happened, but deep down, I did get my hopes up. I know from reading DR & being on this BB it is normal to have steps forward & then backwards. But it is still hard to deal with.

I guess he is just pulling away since he was starting to get close again? He was here all day last Sunday. We went to his grandparents & he told them he was moving back home, we came back here, made dinner & hung out. Was very loving & intimate. He actually went home after dinner & then called at 10 pm & asked to come back over to stay the night. He was talking about being ready to come home alot & how much he loves me.

Then, he has pretty much blown me off this week. It is so hard to understand.

I keep telling myself that he is getting closer & if I am patient it will happen. I just feel like screaming right now. I just want the weekend to be over so I can get back to work & get my mind off this. Then I get crazy thoughts that something has happened to him & that is why I haven't heard from him.....


Going to try & stay busy today to get my mind off it. Guess I am not as detached as I thought I was getting.

Am I on the right track thinking he is just scared & backing off again for awhile?

slt