Needing some guidance... 2

[jks]

Thank you, Accuray. How are you such a wealth of knowledge? Everything you say makes such perfect sense. I appreciate the advice... you really have no idea.

And actually while my mom and her H were talking to me about ending my M, I kept telling them that I just need them to support me and at times I'm really just venting. I NEED TO VENT OUT LOUD! And they said, well we need to vent too. This hurts us to see you hurting so much.

So I feel I probably can't have my venting sessions with them because they just don't get it. However, they live with me so they're readily available for me to talk to when my emotions are going crazy. Hard thing to balance...