My horoscope for tomorrow: Take care of yourself, and do the little things for yourself that make others so happy with you. Treat yourself to a treat.
Kind of sounds like a DB idea - if you take care of yourself, others will be more attracted to you as a person?
Long day, trying not to call H. This has all been so hard lately. I can feel fine all day & then I sit here at night, whether busy or not, & thoughts creep in. I would have thought it would get easier after 6 months instead of harder. Don't know what is going on - I am so weepy lately, I cry over the littlest things.
H's line the last couple days is he doesn't want to talk to me because I take it the wrong way (that we are working things out). He has been like this before where he doesn't want to communicate much, so I hope it is just a phase & will change again soon.
I feel really hopeless right now about our marriage, but am working thru DR again & trying to keep a positive attitude.
It is funny - when I 1st found this bb, I couldn't believe all the people that have been doing this for a year +. I of course said that will never happen to me, I will move on before that. Well, here I am in to my 6th month of separation & I still want to try to save my marriage. It is hard when people around me think I am being stupid waiting around for him so therefore I keep alot inside & don't talk about it much.
