I just want to be financially protected. With a few thousand dollars still in limbo with us, I can see her using my "lesser" payment against me when it comes to the car.
I'm also trying to take control of my life. To not be bullied or tempted when my buttons are pushed.
How this is all going down is something that I don't want. I don't want to have no communication or to set firm boundaries...
... I wish we could just talk civil. I know I am capable of that, but she is not for whatever reason.
In the end, I did not choose this way of handing the D... she did.
I just have to do the best I can and let God do the rest..
.. which btw
I just received an email that she deposited the checks.
Thanks for all your support.. and if you said a little prayer for me yesterday.. it was definitely heard.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
