farmer... think outside of the box... outside of the M...
180s for YOU...
LRT is FOR YOU... to protect yourself from the drama, get off the roller coaster and find some peace... it has nothing to do with your W, except that as you find your peace, the side benefit is you will hopefully become less reactive to your W which may help the R...
While you are doing that, you can 180 yourself...
What are some things that you would like to better yourself at? What are some things you do not like about yourself that you would like to change, that you believe will help you become a better person?
GALing? Maybe you go to the pub for a few brews on the weekend... maybe you like to watch movies... maybe you go quading or somethings... fishing...? Do more of that and then add some stuff that you might not have done before... go to an art gallery... a stage show... a concert... volunteer with a shelter or something...
Do you literally seed from the moment you wake up til the moment you go to sleep? OK, understand that I know you might. How many acres do you have?
You might try something different AS you are prepping and seeding... IDK, maybe see if a local dealer can provide you with a new, demo air seeder... or a new tractor... or a new auger or vacuum... change up your fertilizer supplier... cultivate in a pattern that is reverse from what you normally do...
just CHANGE SOMETHING... mix things up... it really can help your mind clear... and I find when I do things like that, new ideas and helpful thoughts can come to mind...
Stuff like that...
Anything you can think of?
The merry-go-round... the roller coaster... stops when you get off... when you detach... as you detach, things get easier...
