WAW roomate is telling me she is moving out..

[hangten]

I had a little set back on Easter. I asked my w to go to my parents with me and the kids. My w never said no. We were in the kitchen talking my kids were in the other room. My w then started that she wanted to state on her taxes that she was separated. I told her that she can do that if she gives me a separation agreement. My w stated that she is working on that. I stated that On my taxes I will still state that I am married.I should have not said that. I knew my w was agitated. My w raised her voice at me and said that we are not married. My S over heard my w's out burst and ran upstairs. I went to my s side and comforted him. My w got even more mad at me that I am an ahole. My s defended me and lashed out at my w. That he wants his mom and dad to be married. My s said that if my parents were not married I would not be borne. I told my s that both my w and I love him and that we did not mean for you to hear what we were saying. My w lashed out at me that I am brainwashing my s. My d told her mom that daddy is her prince.

I asked my w to stop with the negative comments and console our s. My w again stated that I brainwashed the kids. I stated I love my kids as you do. I shot back that if my w was ever home than my w could paint a rosy picture of D for the kids. I am just the ahole that looks after the kids while you are off living your fantasy. If I am such an ahole why am I am the one looking after the kids. My w shot back that where was I for the last 5 years. I lashed back that I bet my w that you don't even know what the kids like anymore...cause when you are here you are not even here with the kids.You are too busy with your Black berry. They were all stupid comments. After I said that apologized to my w. I stopped I did not want to escalate the talk while the kids were present. It was already bad enough. My w and I calmed the kids down.

I did not go to my parents. I felt bad taking my kids from their mother. I told my w that I don't want you to miss out on the kids. My w stated that she can not be in a relationship with any one. I said I understand. I don't want another R with anyone else. My w said to me that why do you still try I 'm not that special. I said you are to me.

We as a family had a nice peaceful night with the kids watching a movie together. My w actually put away her Blackberry. Bring out the 2X4.