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Hi Beatrice!

I know I shouldn't put so much blame on OW. She is for sure in her own MLC and crazy to boot.

I really feel my H has been in MLC since first OW back in 2000. The one I only found out about 2 months ago. Although if I had found this site sooner I would have know there was an OW, because it seems men don't leave unless they have a woman to leave to.

So he might be stuck forever. I am still trying to DB, because otherwise I might get really nasty. I am sticking to the rules, but really am making my path to my own future. I see my H and it is like I'm talking to a stranger.

I'm no longer planning on eating with him. I have been cooking like I'm cooking for 6, making plenty of left-overs. I thought this would bother me more. But so far it hasn't.

Sitting with him, watching TV, eating together those things bother me. Heading out the door to do something else doesn't bother me. Makes me feel like my own person.

I'm glad my H still loves his grandkids. Of course they lived less than a mile away for the first 18 months, and in our house for the next 18 months. We have been pretty involved in their lives. Right now they are here several days a week, all day.

I am trying to keep loving my H. I am just trying to not let it kill me! He is still acting put out about the room switch. But I am standing my ground. He also was sort of worrying over not having any dogs to sleep with. I just ignored that comment.

I was passing by getting boxes and tape, because I am sorting out every closet and anything that hasn't been used in 2 years just goes into a get rid of it box. Shocking how much stuff can be hidden in closets! I'm going to need more boxes.

I'm going to take a big load to the Swap Meet. I was going to donate it, but would rather have cash!

I really appreciate the views of you all on this board. I am turning into quite a philosopher thru this experience. A good thing, I think!