Well not really an update considering not a lot has changed in the last few days. Our contact has gone down to exchanging texts in the morning. I'm getting increasingly frustrated. The more I think about it the more angry it makes me.
The thing that continues to swirl in my head is that I'm worried she just isn't the girl I though she was. The girl I married. She seems so far away from being someone who can put a marriage first. I know it's been just a few weeks since she committed to our marital reset, but now I'm wondering if she really wanted to, and not just did it because she felt pressure. It's been about 16-17 days now and she's yet to hold up her end. Not only that, she seems to be avoiding my requests to hang out.
I'm so tired of this. Sick of the same old story. I have a phone meeting with the MC tomorrow morning so hopefully he can give me some advice. I also need to talk to him about how to deal with OM (not sure if hes still around but i need to know and deal with it regardless). Maybe we need to adjust our plan to something she feels comfortable with, or just scrap it entirely and go our separate ways....
Any advice? I know people will preach patience but I'm just so short on it. My tank feels dry
M:28 | W:28 | T:4.5 | M:2.5 | No Children EA1 Uncovered: Jun 2011 EA2 Uncovered: 2011-09-29 S: 2011-09-29 I'm moving on: 2012-05-08 My story: http://bit.ly/K3ttPM
