WARNING, VENT to follow

So not doing OK- just received another text from H. Why can he not just leave me alone?!!! He e-mails and texts plenty of times a day. When we were "happily" married he didn't text/e-mail this much! And his venom is just too much, along with claims that I'm keeping his children from him, that I'm spending all his money, that we should get a mediator, etc. - it's all about what he wants and how he wants to control everything. All I ever write back is politeness and ignore his ugliness and lies. I just want him to leave me alone.

His e-mails/texts are never emergencies, just his way of communicating with me now (along with trying to control everything). It feels like he's emassing these to give to his attorney and say, "look, she's not disputing". I am trying so hard to not engage in his crap, it's just so difficult when he just outright lies. Aaaaaah!!


Me: 42 H: 44
M: 17 1/2 T: 19 1/2
S: 14
D: 10
D: 8
Dog: 16-17 (very old & H's responsibility, live w/ me)
1st Bomb (I need space): 2/3/12
2nd Bomb (ILYBNILWY): 2/11/12
Moved out: 2/12/12