I had a rough weekend, I guess it had lots to do with first real family holiday since bomb drop, noticing H isn't wearing his wedding ring, the ridiculous Easter baskets that H got the kids, remembering all the wonderful memories that H and I had created over the last 19 Easters and then the venom filled e-mails from H this morning. I feel like I've had a major backslide, not w/ H, but with myself - which feels pretty awful.
So, the Hurt Wife is back in full-force and I guess the Angry Mommy is waiting in the wings to gather her strength again.
Will post more later after I get the kids squared away. As always, thanks so much to all of you for your continued support and words of wisdom, they are so comforting during this awful time.
Me: 42 H: 44 M: 17 1/2 T: 19 1/2 S: 14 D: 10 D: 8 Dog: 16-17 (very old & H's responsibility, live w/ me) 1st Bomb (I need space): 2/3/12 2nd Bomb (ILYBNILWY): 2/11/12 Moved out: 2/12/12
