Sure was a nice rocking chair..

[Grmpy_Mnky]

I'm getting there. Not mad...just indifferent and somewhat defensive when it comes to this stuff now. I can honestly say that I have indeed made peace with the end of the M. Just below the surface of all this I am the happiest I have been in twenty years.

I still have tremendous respect for you, other Rick, and the Bug. Y'all have toughed it out for a long time. I could have never done this. Here I am five months in and I'm letting go. Perhaps this is the universe's way of telling me that my M was never meant to last in the first place.