The real pain will come when I have to look into S's eyes and see his sadness, hurt, and abandonment. Poor guy. He's tough, but very sensitive. I will be there for him as best I can. I can't take away that pain though. He will have to deal with that himself... Making me cry.
Hey Pulpwood
What you've just described here, is exactly what I'm dreading if me and my W have to separate. Unfortunately brother the reality will be so hard, but I've read some of your posts and I know you'll do the best you can for your son and be there for him. He doesn't have to deal with it himself, he can lean on you & your paternal instincts (you'll just know what the right thing is to do for your S, when times are hard)will kick in without you realising it & you'll get through it - both of you!!
My thoughts are with you Pulpwood, there are better days ahead for you, with patience and your resolve, it will guide you to them.
Stay strong.
Bill
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
