Not sure where to start

[wishing, hoping]

Had a decent night. S is staying the week with my mom so it's just me, H and D. My 180s are working well for me anyway. I am more soft spoken with my kids and less rigid about some of the rules. I feel better About myself now and I find it easier and easier to stay calmer. And I do not find myself watching the clock as much. I really love this 180!!! I am learning that Rome was not built in a day and I do not need to accomplish every single task in one evening. It will still be waiting for me

Played ten games of Hungry Hungry Hippos with H and D which is another 180. I normally don't play those games because there is too much to do. But tonight I said laundry can wait. Go get the game. It feels good now but at first it was like pulling teeth.

I really like the person I am becoming. I am pretty awesome after all. : )