So I wake up this morning and H's foot is touching mine, then he skootches over and snuggles.

WTF? We've been on opposite sides of the bed for at least 6 months.

Guilt over buying a dinner that could have killed me? Finally getting a clue? Realizing I want a divorce? Horny?

I didn't really respond (as I was still just waking up- I hate waking up), but I didn't pull away or push him away.

Then just now, I'm finishing my application for a new position. They asked for an assessment of the strengths and weakness of the current system. I gave it. If the position is for someone who comes in to IMPROVE and CHANGE the status quo because it's not working, shouldn't the applicant be honest? Do they really want someone to sugarcoat the weaknesses? How effective is that person going to be if they can't even say what needs to be changed and how that should happen?? I wouldn't hire someone who sugarcoated the issues just to not rock a boat that needed rocking (That's why the freakin position is being created!!)

I wasn't mean about the weakness either smile

But then, I have to remember he's only been teaching for 2 years, and apparently he's a politician.

ugh, then he'll say he supports me.

I give up.


T: 23 M:20
S:17 D:14
Bomb 1: 07/05
Busted: 07
Bomb 2: 07/10
D papers: 11/11

True love doesn't come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly--Jason Jordan