lol. yes.. there was a discussion about speedos at one point! i don't think i own any thongs. i got rid of them a few years ago thinking.. i'm married.. why should i torture myself any longer?? lol. i like the boy shorts. cute.. comfy..
so it's been a weird couple of days. H decided to come to chuck e cheese for the bday party w/ the kids and i. when i had first asked him.. he said.. maybe.. if he could get up.. wasn't sure since he keeps graveyard hours... so, i really didn't expect him to come. that morning he txts saying he was on his way over. i actually texted him back saying i didn't actually think he was going to come.
on the drive there, he tells me how he and his friends got kicked out of the bar the night before. my response.. "oh. that must be fun". i was thinking to myself.. is that supposed to be a cool thing?? he then says.. no.. it was a good reason to call it a night etc. aside from small talk, there really wasn't much else to talk about.
today H txted me saying we could leave at noon. i guess he assumed i was coming with to FIL's for easter dinner. i had actually decided not to go because i'm not sure how emotional i will be and i just didn't want to risk a highly charged interaction w/ H before retrouvaille. soooo.. i told H i was working early.
what does he say to that?? "perhaps i can stop by the hospital with a plate of food?". what????? he use to come drop by the hospital to see me when we were first married and when my S was little. he has not come by in a couple of years. i have mentioned to him before bomb drop that he could drop by with the kids (when i was working longer day hours) but he never did. i'm sure he's just being nice. still shocked me though. just said.. kids are sick.. there is an outbreak of bedbugs.. (those were not lies)... and then said thank you for thinking of me.
kind of bad.. but my gf gave me my astrology reading and it doesn't seem too promising for next weekend! funny thing is that i don't even normally read all this suddenly i'm all worried!! i just have to let it go.
how to keep myself busy this week..
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11
