If you follow the DB principles all the way through and you learn so much about yourself, get your life back, become a better person, keep it together for your kids, create a new and great life, yet your spouse never recovers and your M ends; was DB'ing a success, or an epic failure?
Easter was nice today. The kids had a blast hunting down the eggs, their gift bags were a great success, complete with Easter Monkeys.
W made a guest appearance and spoke to me non-stop for about two hours. The jist of it is in her words is that she has somehow lost the ability to connect with anyone and wants to be invisible. She says there is something in her that is erupting but she doesn't know what it is. She could only compare it to when she was in labor with our boys, that kind of a feeling. She talked about how she has felt this way as long as she can remember, and that she was able to mask it somewhat when our boys were younger and she had a huge distraction in them. She said she is faking every single human interaction she has.
