Not sure where to start

[wishing, hoping]

So Happy Easter to all. It just feels so wrong to be away from H today. This is my son's 11th birthday as well and we should be together as a family. I know this is hurting S. I wish I could take his pain away. It is All I can do to not call H and tell him how much this is hurting all of us. But it would be futile.

Off to church this morning. Looks like a bright beautiful day in NE Indiana. My mom had a birthday party for S last night and it was bittersweet to be around family. But they are very supportive. Afterward my brother and I met some friends and went dancing which I never get to do since I am always with the kids. It was nice getting out and having adult time.

Here's hoping for an Easter miracle for everyone!