Just Keep Swimming

[finding nemo]

Thanks for the music suggestions, Sox. I'm definitely going to change his ringtone (not that he ever calls). I'm searching for a really good song at this point. (Cheater Cheater is topping the list at this moment.) And I think you're right about blaring some music around the house, too. Will be doing that from now on. I forget that music is definitely a mood elevator.

HIW - I really am planning on going to the gym on Tuesday after I get the kids off to school. Just not sure if I'm supposed to look super cute or not. lol

BF - I think how he's behaving towards the kids is the worst part of this sitch. It just makes me so angry that he thinks that his make-believe word is more important than our children. I so look forward to the day when he either wakes up from his MLC fog (if that's even what it is) or Kharma gets him.

We saw "Mirror Mirror" last night. The kids and I enjoyed it. I had hoped it would be a bit better, but it was entertaining and we all had fun.

Thanks Adinva, I'm most definitely struggling today. Is there a point where this gets any easier? Today I noticed (and now I wished I hadn't said anything) that he wasn't wearing his wedding ring. He said that he hadn't been wearing it for awhile now. I thought I saw it last weekend, but have purposefully not looked for it knowing that it would cause me pain. Why can't he just be upfront with me instead of the constant flood of lies, half-truths, and keeping the truth from me?!

Hoping to get a decent night's sleep and wake up with a new perspective in the morning.

Thanks so much to everyone for your words of encouragement, there are so very appreciated especially on a day like today.