Don't want the BSOD If I could describe one word for my feelings for my W it would not be anger, but I think maybe frustration.
While I keep moving forward I need to remind myself that the journey with my W will be much different and full of obstacles. I guess that when she starts talking like a WAS the fixer in me goes into overdrive. Rather than taking things day by day I panic and then start thinking and acting negatively. Even W saw that I was acting different on Thursday Night.
If I could describe one word for my feelings for my W it would not be anger, but I think maybe frustration. 
