I guess on Thursday Night I was not feeling very positive or upbeat. No matter how things are I try to take them one day at a time. I guess when W was talking about where she was I got frustrated with the situation. I felt like saying a month ago you asked for D and gave me a laundry list for your actions. How could everything possibly change in 1 months time?
I can usually stay positive and not show W my true emotions. I agree KD that such thoughts concerning my W will not improve my M. I will be honest, It does bother me that W is waiting for me to fail on my 180's so she can leave.
In addition, I have to not take my W's word as the gospel truth and believe 1/2 of what she says.
In order to survive this with or without my W I must stay positive and continue to make myself the best dad for my kids and a husband only a fool would leave.
On a positive note we re sleeping in the same bed for the first time in awhile.
